Finding Balance

Me talking about young people who struggle with their religion... I'm definitely trying to freestyle so pardon the blank stares and screw ups...enjoy:)

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I remember When My Heart Broke

Video of me giving broken heart advice... Hope it's helpful.:)

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I dont wanna wait for my life to be over, I want to know right now what will it be...

I don't wanna wait, I wanna live right now...waiting only makes me more anxious and that much more dangerous.

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Daily Confession

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Relationship Advice

Me & Vita trying to give a little relationship advice..all freestyle.. so it's not perfect..!

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Father Can You Hear Me...

This is a lil video blog about young girls who grow up without father's...inspired by my little sister..

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I love old r&b

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Stay

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Random Pics of Me

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Hey Sister Soul Sister

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You Got a Friend in Me

I met my best friend in 7th grade & from then on we were pretty much inseparable...we did everything together...we call each other $$ ..which stands for $oul $ister...we were in 8th when the song came out lady marmalade...& the lil part "hey sister soul sister" stuck so if I ever say me & my $$ I'm talking about Vita...anyway we kinda went our separate ways during our years in college...but recently got back in touch & its like we never stopped talking...we literally just picked back up...I honestly think friends are God's angels...we have been encouraging each other during this very critical point in our lives & to be honest she's my sanity being here back in our hometown...so I have some pics of us I found...so yeah we look a lil rough but hey don't judge us...i blocked out the pic of us in the picture frame because I looked crazy..lol but that pic was of us our senior year in high school...have a good laugh at my expense :)

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Dope T-shirts

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cont.

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The Hardest Part of letting go, is letting go

I think the hardest part of growing up is finding yourself & acknowledging change. I remember I was so lost & always semi depressed in high school. I didn't know who I was because I was too busy trying to keep up with what I thought were my friends. So along the way of finding myself, I lost myself...it was so bad that it took a total stranger who prophesied to me for me to wake up & realize that this was my life...& if I can't see what everyone else sees in me, than what's the point of anything anymore...I decided that day December 6, 2006 to re dedicate my life to Christ...I chose to get baptized & be filled with the holy spirit...& blessed with the ability to speak in tongues...little by little things started to change with me...first my attitude, then my language, then the way I carried myself...I was definitely the hot 110 lb girl(all in my mind) who had no problem showing cleavage, my stomach, and wear short, very short shorts & skirts...now u can't catch me looking trashy...I don't even wear tight pants..I feel like when I step out of my home, I'm representing God...& some things I just won't wear...anyway along with my personal change came other changes...financially & emotionally...I was blessed enough to bless others...nothing I regret to this day...I also lost many friends along the way...I tell people all the time, when u become blessed, its amazing what God reveals to you...at the time I was battling talking to this guy who was in & out of prison, but I just couldn't let go...it was so bad that I let him abuse me(with words), steal from me, control me, use me...make me feel like nothing...but all he had to do was say sorry & I love u ..tsk..& I was right back in his arms...they say u can't help who u love ...whatever..I didn't love him...I loved the thought of him...I can't explain it to this day why I stayed for 3 years off & on...anyway one very crazy night he went off on me but this time God was speaking through him to me ..in a sense... He told me "I don't know why u like me, I'm not anything, I don't do anything, I'm never gonna amount to anything." At that very moment I said ur right...what the heck was I thinking...talk about someone who felt stupid & so low...needless to say I got over the "thought" of him...he was no longer a factor in my life...he wasn't trying to help better me or himself... I haven't talked to him verbally since...he's still in & out of jail...wrote me a couple of letters & somehow texted me...he apologized each time for the way he treated me..blah blah blah..& all that stuff...anyway ...I guess I just wanted to share that change doesn't happen overnight & just because u become saved doesn't mean u don't battle with things from ur past...God heals ur heart but u have to take the first step...the hardest part of letting go, is letting go.

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The Power of Being Grateful

Oftentimes we don't stop enough to say thank-you to someone who has blessed us. It can be something real simple or something that someone does for us on a regular that we expect..but showing gratitude goes a long way & multiplies the doings of others...no one will keep going out of their way to do things for someone who doesn't seem to appreciate them...the thing that bothers me the most is when a person becomes mad with you because you didn't want to do something for them...well, maybe if they were a little bit more considerate of ur feelings & time, they wouldn't mind doing things...just some random brittful thinking..

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Too Blessed to be Stressed

I have always had this cocky attitude when it came to my faith in God...I'm quick to say why are u stressing, everything will be okay...just trust and believe...one example was a couple of years ago someone was hitting golf balls near our home & we didn't know..I walked in the living room & saw a golf ball just laying on the carpet with shattered glass everywhere..I'm shocked at this point, basically trying to figure out why & how did this happen...so I call my mom at work to tell her what I found & she was literally at the house in 3 mins fire hot about her storm Windows...she was cursing & fussing talking about how she was gonna have to pay to get it fixed and it was gonna cost a lot because it went through two Windows..I told her in my cocky faith voice to calm down..I said mom why are u letting this upset u so much, where's your faith..she gave me the "please don't try me" face ...so anyway I said to her that someone is gonna show up at the door, apologize, & get the window fixed...& she wouldn't pay a dime..at this point she was still livid & told me to bounce in so many words..lol...so after the police investigated & didn't find any leads my mom pretty much had it set in her mind that she was about to come out the pockets...a couple of days went by & there was a knock at the door...it was an older looking white man with some news for us...he said I just wanna apologize for my sons..they were shooting golf balls & got carried away I guess, but I'm going to get the Windows fixed right away...at that moment I walked off & praised God..see to others this may seem small, but to me this meant everything...God rewards a faithful believer...& he showed out by doing exactly what I said would happen...so everyday that I'm faced with problems & circumstances, I face them head on...I put them all in Gods hands...place my cares & worries on him ..why???? Because I'm too blessed to be stressed :)

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don't judge too quickly

Just a video I stumbled across that made me giggle

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waiting...

They say u control ur own destiny...I must agree & disagree...I was always told that if I wanted to make God laugh, tell him my plans...funny how life works ...I think my ceiling is definitely tired of my endless thoughts written all over it ...so amazing how God is moving in my life so fast that I almost missed the blessing in the message...understanding & knowing that God only takes me through things to get me ready for that quick blessing...therefore, I'm really starting to live my life getting my hopes up...after all u can't have faith without hope...(faith is the substance of things "hoped" for) ...so each day I thank God for my husband, my family, my friends, my job, my car, my divine health, & my overflowing favor...let him know that I believe because I read it in his word ...& when I feel like God doesn't hear me, I get louder...I love to remind God of his promises to me...everyday I grow into a more, beautiful virtuous woman & I thank God for never giving up on me ...

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3 yr old teeball

I was so excited because he hit the ball on his first swing that i forgot i was recording lol...sorry i dropped the camera!

In this video Maury was determined to hit the ball ...my little booger!

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My Nephews 1st Teeball Game

So I am new to this whole 3 year old teeball, but i tell you, its quite amazing. The way they take instructions and run with it is so funny to me. Some think they are playing football, while others cry and run off the field. But when they do actually want to play, they play
fairly well.